ITS SOMEONES BIRTHDAY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!!!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!! HAVE FUN IN MONTREAL!

Ewe I HATE Mondays

Ugh, its the worse feeling in the world, knowing you have an early class then have to rush right to work afterwards and work ALL day and have no time for school work. It sucks, but I think it will teach me a lot which is what I am hoping for.
I have to be honest, I am scared that I am going to fail at this whole school thing. I can't get it out of my mind. I am working really hard at it this time, I have never been so determined, but yet I am just so nervous. I just have to keep pressing on and proove to myself and others that I really can do this cause I know that I can:)
Thats all for now, just a little venting...kinda getting bored of not really having much to say...lol
Life is great at the moment, stressful but what would life be without a little stress?! Its times like these that I really miss my puppy:( I loved cuddling with him....he knew all my secrets...right from grade 8 when we first got him right up until...not that long ago...

Its Beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

Oh yes thats right...its not that far away...exactly 3 months from today and its the night before Christmas Eve! I got up to go the the Farmers Market with Aaron and Mary Grace, we had a lot of fun! You know when you go outside first thing in the morning and you just breath in and it smells like Christmas?! That is what happened to me this morning! Its so exciting.
It was so great to meet up with Mary Grace! She surprised me with pink daisies:) We had a lot of fun. I also ran into Jess there at the market, we are great friends but I never see her anymore which makes me kinda sad:( I have really learned to appreciate my friends lately.And not to mention my family who I miss really badly. I have been going through a really rough time lately, and I the biggest fear I have in life is disapointing my family. I love them so much that it would kill me to think that I have done that. My thing is I can't understand after all the screwing up I have done, that they would love me unconditionally after all this time. Maybe when I have a family someday I will understand. All I want to do is be home with my family and see my little cousins, who I miss terribly. There is something so special about a child getting really excited to see you, which happens whenever I see my cousin Jarrett. He is so cute and I love making him happy just by showing up and hearing him say 'AYISSA' (thats my name in little kiddy talk)
Anyways I must get ready for the day...so much to do....

Who says Fridays are cool??!!

Oh my,
What a day! I worked all morning and then came home and was soooo tired, I think its just gonna take some time for me to get used to school and working...I can do it!!!
Things are just getting more complicated! With working and going to school, I still need to pay the bills...wow its such a friggen headache...but I know things are going to work out..they just have to!
Mary Grace comes tommorow! I love her so much, she is just such a blessing in my life now and I love her, it will be good to see her:) We have such great times together!!!
So I am getting ready for my movie date. I love my roommates, they always make me feel so much better about things. When I am having a crappy day they are just so great to me. I know they are boys and such but they really mean a lot to me and so tonight I am going to see The Kings Men with my movie date Dan, it will be great to go out tonight with him, we do it on occasion but not enough!
Well I must get ready!